histeria - suatu kebetulan atau tekanan prasaan?

after receiving few comments from the previous entry and messages in phone n YM from my gud deary frens, i found it very exciting to share some feedbacks that i've received.. contohnya, tajuk entry ni.. it's been suggested by erin for me to do a proposal for my master degree.. hehe! it's a gud idea anyway, tp i takkan jadikan sklh i tu as a study case in my research! hehe!

rite now, as i'm gathering my strength and motivation to do this so-called-teaching job, someone that i can called him as 'takda akai punya org aka mr. bagus' came to my skul and attacked me n other teachers.. all of sudden! huh! mula2 ingat nak balas balik kata2 beliau yg sgt menghina itu.. ttapi i takmo jd mcm org takda akai mcm dia.. so i prefer to be silent...

kesnya hanyalah sbb anak dia 'terpilih' utk mdpt that so-called-rasukan.. bapa kpd murid i ni tak puas ati sbb anak dia 'terpilih'.. i ngaja anak dia.. result pun ala kadar je.. tak payah la nak ckp diri tu bagussss! when the histeria strikes, i sj guru yg tlg that student on that time sbb cgu lain bz handling other students.. then, dr jauh i nampak this guy yg rs diri bagus ni masuk my skul's compound n i gamit2 pangge dia sbb anak beliau ada dgn i.. dia dtg dgn sgt laju, spt bullet train.. n tiba2 memekik sambil jari telunjuk btul2 ada di dpan btg idung i n said, "hang berubat anak aku sampai dia jadik elokkk!" he keep saying that again n again.. sambil jari tlunjuk dia ada dpn idung i.. dia ingat i ni hape? bomoh bertauliah? ustazah teralim n terhebat kat mesia? urgh!

bila disabarkan oleh cgu2 lain (yg tlh melihat btapa buruknya muka i terpinga2 time tu), mr.bagus ni jerit "hang diammm!" mr.bagus menunding kpd sorg demi sorg cgu n pekik "hang diamm!" bodohla.. hang la patut diammm! damn it!

bukan saya yg mahu pkra ni tjadi.. sapa pun takmo.. tp dah tjadi.. n dia sbg bapa sptutnya cooperate dgn pihak sklh.. dgn marah n pekik,boleh setel ke menda tu? saya sgt ksian tgk anak mr.bagus tu.. saya rasa ibubapa dia sdri tidak mdoakan anaknya.. jd saya amik tindakan utk mbaca yasin dan mdoakan utk murid tersebut agar dia sembuh.. tp pekikan n hinaan yg saya dpt.. saya berasa sgt down on that day hingga mganggu proses pengajaran saya.. cgu2 lain juga brasa sebak mdengar dia menghina cgu2 smasa mr.bagus dibawa naik ke pejabat utk bbincang.. sbb kami tau, kami dah buat yg terbaik n yg tmampu utk sume murid dlm menangani kes histeria ni.. tp perkara begini bukan dlm kawalan kami..

saya n rakan seangkatan yg lain msih mdoakan anak mr. bagus sembuh.. tp sdikit sbyk rasa serik nak tlg anak dia .. skrg, bila pkra ni tjadi kat anak mr.bagus, cgu2 handle skjp je.. bila dah tkawal sket kwn2 dia yg tgk2kan.. sbb takut mr.bagus nampak n serang that teacher pulak.. sian budak tu.. kan?

hope this fenomena will b over.. soon..